It’s amazing how therapeutic it is to just write down my thoughts on my junk - I feel like I’ve literally dumped it off my heart and I can walk away from it now.

But I’ve done that many times before - and this time I feel Christ gently nudging me to take action, to keep working through this junk with people I trust. The stakes are too high for me to leave this stuff unaddressed, especially the bitterness and negativity.

So I will … [deep breath] … obey.